January 15th, 2013, 4:25 pm

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what is my purpose!?
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Reply Crimson Chains, January 15th, 2013, 4:29 pm

eaaarly update! >_<

Sai's pretty frustrated! >:U
He just can't feel calm about this entire thing! ._.;

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Reply Crimson Chains, January 15th, 2013, 10:54 pm

@Beauty_of_Syn: Yeah, poor Sai is so conflicted about everything! D:
He doesn't know how to try and be calm about it...
when so much of his life he has spent dreaming about the day he could avenge his family ;A;

Reply Crimson Chains, January 15th, 2013, 11:01 pm

@twerdgirl8462: It really is a bit shocking after the last chapter!! O_O
Sai is usually pretty compassionate...but he does have a blood thirsty side as well!! D:
It's easier for him to be objective about most things...but in t his case it really is a personal matter so he's letting all his anger take over! >:I
Yeah....Sai does feel rather cheated! D:>

Reply Crimson Chains, January 15th, 2013, 11:04 pm

@LadyRed: Yes, he does need some cuddles!!! >~<
But right now I think that he would reject them at first...so you would have to be persistent!!! XD
Ah, yeah, sorry about that! D:
Real life has gotten pretty busy! @_@
But college only lasts for 4 months so updates will be returned to normal eventually! :D
Sure you can! :O
What would you like? :3

Reply Crimson Chains, January 15th, 2013, 11:06 pm

@hushsee: Lawl, I think that would be pretty funny!! XD
Just on the way to the gallows
"Hey Durgess!!"
That would be pretty awesome!! >w<

Reply Crimson Chains, January 21st, 2013, 10:53 pm

@LadyRed: Ahahaha, well, if you were that persistent then I'm sure he would end up giving in!!! :D
Oh wow!! O_O
TWO full time jobs!?
That's rough!! D:

Un, yeah, that sounds more than doable!! :D
Lawl, I'm very happy that you like Sai so much!! >w<
So, what day is your birthday? :O

Reply Crimson Chains, January 21st, 2013, 11:01 pm

@Sheilkuroi: He has, hasn't he? O_O
Lawl, I think that during most of this chapter he will be more on the manly side!! XD
I'm glad that it works well with Sai! :3

Reply Crimson Chains, January 21st, 2013, 11:11 pm

@snow crystal: No, it can't at all!! >_<;;
Sais got some very strong and very confusing emotions inside him right now! D:
Yup, that's a pretty accurate analysis of his internal crisis right now!! O_O
He has dedicated so much of his existence to this purpose...it's a very scary thought to lose this purpose! ;_;
Sai isn't sure anymore about who he is without Durgess...without direction ._.;
Yes, he really does D:
If Sai can just find some other thing to live for then this whole thing won't seem like such a big deal! @_@
We shall see if he does find another goal or not...

Reply Crimson Chains, January 21st, 2013, 11:16 pm

@Yaoi<3A7X<3Lover: He really is!! DX
Sai is just so frustrated and angry at everything right now!! D:<

Reply Crimson Chains, January 21st, 2013, 11:20 pm

@WarriorNun: Really!? :O
What a huge honor!! >w<
Yup, Sai's gonna be pretty manly and stuff for awhile! :3
Although he's going to struggle with a lot of things as well >.>

Reply Crimson Chains, March 13th, 2014, 10:02 pm

@wyvernslair: Awwww, thank you so much!!! >///<
So happy that you like the story!! :DDD
I hope you will like the rest of it as well!! ^w^

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Reply twerdgirl8462, January 15th, 2013, 5:03 pm

I didn't think Sai had this side to him. He's the exact opposite of someone who seeks revenge. He's caring sweet and was even willing to stop even though it meant they might lose someone who could hurt others like he was hurt. I can understand were he's coming from though and how hard it must be to feel like he was cheated out of a chance to hurt the man who hurt him.

Reply LadyRed, January 15th, 2013, 5:51 pm

Poor Sai...I just want to cuddles him. *cuddles* How I wish this updated more...but real life stuffs comes first...might I request something for my birthday? It's in March so...plenty of time until then but it was a thought that just occurred to me.

Reply hushsee, January 15th, 2013, 9:53 pm

Sai...I feel your pain.

Maybe somehow you can sneak it and punch the dude really hard...if you can.

Reply LadyRed, January 16th, 2013, 1:12 am

@Crimson Chains: I would be persistent. I would become a leech if I must to give him the cuddles he needs. XD
That fine. I know how hectic real life can be...I will soon be a zombie as I hold two full time jobs...not gonna be fun as I tend to like my sleep but oh well. Things are that...hectic.

Either way, I wasn't sure. I was thinking more than one update on my birthday or maybe a special little side comic...Idk. I just know I love these little band of pirates (mostly Sai) and I want more!!! ^^ *glomps Sai*

Reply Sheilkuroi, January 16th, 2013, 1:16 am

Sai's gotten so manly the last couple pages O///3///O

Reply snow crystal, January 16th, 2013, 7:39 am

I knew it! Something this strong can't be calmed down with a few words. And I would probably feel like him, too. He doesn't only care about hurting Durgess; in reality, he is about to have to realize that his entire existence and his only purpose circle around this guy. He's afraid to somehow lose himself... very bad feeling. He needs to find another goal to calm himself down.

Reply WarriorNun, January 17th, 2013, 4:31 am



you have graduated and become Batman.

Reply happybunnyntx, January 19th, 2013, 3:38 am

@WarriorNun: For some reason that comment made me laugh so hard xD

Reply WarriorNun, January 21st, 2013, 11:22 pm

@happybunnyntx: :D If you think about it, he's gone from Robin to Nightwing, and eventually....


Reply CareBearCara101, August 5th, 2013, 9:38 am

After re-reading this I've noticed sai has a bit of sasuke uchia syndrome. Sai don't let revenge rule your life!!!!!!!

Reply wyvernslair, February 14th, 2014, 5:50 pm

Loving the story so far

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